You know what i’ve realized times get tough but you can’t give up. I care for you too much and giving up will never solve any of my problems. So idc how much i get on your nerves, you obviously care about me enough to talk to me everyday and make the effort to text me. So I’m not giving up on you its unbelievable how much i care for you and i can tell you have problems with letting people in if I’m a bitch to you and constantly sad then i won’t get a chance for you to accept me. Im doing this i refuse to be anything but happy and full of laughter of which ill share all with you. I just have to work up the guts to tell you i care about you so much and exactly how i feel. I can’t wait till that moment.
Fuck you, you don’t give a shit about me continue to push me away do what you want. Just wait until you realize I’m not there for you. I don’t understand you, I don’t know what goes on in your head why do you think every person who tries to get close to you is determined to hurt you. Why do you always think you’re right and you’re never wrong. You take every advice given to you as a threat when people just try an show how they care and help you out. Obviously my problems don’t matter you can’t do ONE thing for me even though I do absolutely everything in my way to make you happy but no you don’t. I’m tired of feeling like shit and depressed when I’m around you all you do is call me annoying and tell me to shutup. It’s so fucking annoying like just stop I’m always joking around with you. You really need to get over it I’m here for a reason and I haven’t given up for a reason but you treating me like shit is gonna make me wanna give up. You will never understand how much I care for you, you just won’t and it kills me I wonder if you’d actually care if I was gone, probably not you don’t care about anyone but your self.
I know I’m really not to great with giving advice, and my insecurity is I’m scared to really care about someone anymore, even though it always happens. Like I’ve always said i care too much. I tried helping you out and you don’t give a shit honestly the advice i gave you would be the best thing you could do. You’re a dumbs for not listening to me. You’ll just continue on getting annoyed. You are one of the most ungreatful people i know you don’t give a shit about me or anyone else all that matters is that ‘one’ friend. stop being up her ass all you do anyways is argue. I care way too much about you but its obvious feelings aren’t mutual. All i want is to actually care about someone deeply and they feel the same but you know i never have that luck. i hate you, you’re such bitch always were and always will be theres no changing that.
